HEART OF THE MATTER

Tag: life

  • DON’T PANIC, PRAY

    DON’T PANIC, PRAY

    God told me to control my emotions. I heard it several times in prayer and through the prayers of other believers. Our emotions are what feed our attitude towards others daily. If we are happy, then others around us engage in that happiness. When we are sad, others also engage in our sadness.  This is an area in my life that I struggle to conquer. I have prayed many times about how to overcome this stronghold. I told myself that I can overcome this area. Then I can move to the next level in God. I am slowly progressing. I have learned that I should not be moved by the circumstances around me. My full focus should be on God. I know this, and yet, I struggle. I don’t shoot off the way I used to. Although the blast still ignites inside of me. It disturbs my spirit. Every day, I am reminded that this is an ongoing battle, and I am determined to defeat it.  I have learned from the best teacher ever, the Holy Spirit. My choices in life are not based on how I feel. They are based on doing what is right in the eyes of God. Many times, we entangle ourselves. We try to justify what is right and what is wrong based on how we feel in that moment. The Word of God has given me the knowledge I needed to overcome. Still, somewhere I lacked understanding. I am gifted to grow. God reminded me on several encounters that I need to have a quiet and gentle spirit. I longed to do so because I wanted to be pleasing in His sight. People are no longer my audience; God is. At the end of the day, when I lie down, it feels good. I know that I am a child of God. My help comes from the Lord!

    The Holy Spirit reminded me of an event in the Bible. It was when Jesus and the disciples were in the boat. Then the storm came. The disciples panicked from the whistling winds and the turbulence of their current situation while Jesus lay calmly asleep. Mark 4: 35-41. I can imagine that their emotions were all out of place. They felt overwhelmed as the boat filled with water. They asked, “Teacher, don’t you care that we are going to drown?” And I can imagine Jesus’ state when he was awakened while calmly lying on the cushion. His disciples stood in front of him, breathing heavily and flooded with emotions, waiting for his reaction. “Jesus rebuked the winds and said to the waves, ‘Silence! Be still!’’ and then questioned the disciples, “Why are you afraid? Do you still have no faith?” I smiled as I wrote this part because Revelation just cured me. Lord, increase my faith because “without it, it is impossible to please God.” When your faith is in God, then there is no reason to be flooded with emotions. God is in control. He got this! Oftentimes, our emotions are triggered by our expectations of others, and the expectations of ourselves. Neither one is beneficial to our health or wealth. We only need to have expectations of God to do his will. God gives and God heals. God did. God can. God will.

                God informed me that the joy of the Lord is my strength! God has been and will always be good to us. It is not because he blesses us. It is because he loves us. He loves us even while he’s teaching us how to be transformed into the likeness of his Son. Don’t panic, PRAY.

  • ENOUGH TO OUR EMPTY

    ENOUGH TO OUR EMPTY

    In life, we are searching for something, whether that something is a house, a car, a job, school, or love. We spend the majority of our lives searching for the best thing available or the next best thing popular. We spend countless hours searching for those things that will appeal and appease us the most. People spend their entire life searching for those temporary things that will bring them temporary pleasure to fulfill a thirst. People say it’s not a thirst. They say it’s a want. When the satisfaction doesn’t come, they are after the next best thing.

                There are events in the Bible that, to some extent, still resonate with us today. The woman with the issue of blood for twelve years was on a search for healing. The Bible recorded her spending all of her money for a cure that never came to conquer her illness. Until a man from Galilee named Jesus showed up on the scene and set her free. She used all of her funds, but there was no cure. She had the faith to push her way through the crowd to touch the hem of Jesus’s robe. He was enough to her emptiness.

    The ten men with leprosy surely lived an empty, isolated life. No one wanted a diseased person around them, so they were often banned from gathering with others. The Jewish law required diseased people to keep their distance from others. The leaders were afraid of a breakout among the community. But when they saw Jesus, they called out, “Jesus, Master, have pity on us.” Jesus gave them instructions. Their faith ignited as they followed what was told to them. They received their healing. He was enough to their emptiness.

    The lady at the well had been looking for love in all the wrong faces. She had five husbands, and the one she was now involved with wasn’t her husband. When Jesus approached her, she was attending to her business of drawing water from a well. He asked her for a drink of water before giving her living water, where she would never thirst again. “Everyone who drinks this water will be thirsty again, but whoever drinks the water I give him will never thirst. Indeed, the water I give him will become in him a spring of water welling up to eternal life.” (John 4:13-14.)

    I can share a story of my own. It is very much relatable to the events in the Bible. It involves my own search for love. I moved from relationship to relationship, looking and hoping to partner with the right one. When times of trouble arose, I was ready to get away. The Lord helped me understand that what I needed was Him, not them. I was empty until Jesus Christ became enough, and I will never thirst again. He showed me that he was the way, the truth, and the life. Only in Christ and through him are we made whole.

    Many people are looking for who they are, where they are going, and various ways to get there. They have many plans to make their dreams come true. They are searching for the very thing that will give them value. They obtain what they have chased all of their life. Then they find out it’s not as satisfying as they thought it would be. They find themselves on the road to the next best thing. Jesus Christ is enough. He gave all of himself so that we wouldn’t lack anything. He is enough for our emptiness.